Monday, August 30, 2010

Design 2, take two.

My semester is starting soon.

I have to admit, I am terrified. I don't want to go through all that horror just to fail, again.

I just started to get back pieces of me. I mean, I'm starting to feel. I'm starting to care. I'm starting to get interested. I'm starting to think. I'm starting to want to do something. Little by little, I'm starting to think and plan of little projects, little experiments for me to do.

For now, what's in my mind, is going to another level with film photography and hopefully, digital as well if I'm getting a digital camera. Also to start on my other works, back into drawing and designing, along with all the projects as well. I should also start on the commissions that I've been putting a hold onto for quite some time now. There's so many things on the to-do list with little time and very limited fund. (feel free to donate/sponsor, please and thank you.) I'm not sure which project I should start first.

Slowly, my passion is starting to burn again and I'm happy about it.

And I certainly don't wish for it to burnt out just because of college again. It's just not worth it. I admit, I'm not exactly very fond of the lecturer and I'm pretty sure the feeling is mutual; it contributes quite a lot between passing and failing by the way. College/lecturers should not be allowed to ruin me. It shouldn't dampened my spirits. It's absurd for it to happen once before and I undoubtedly do not want it to happen twice! It's madness.

I will survive this, no matter the weather.


oves,
vee.

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