It still looks new.

I've been cleaning my mac.

For the past hour and a half. You might be thinking that, that is a long time to be used on cleaning a mac. I know, I thought the same.

But once I started cleaning it, I couldn't stop. I just had to clean every single part and millimeter cause I can't stand seeing any part being dirty when I'm already cleaning the rest. You probably don't get it.

It's just a me thing. I'm weird that way.

It always happens like this. I have the tendency to leave everything and not really bother with it, but when I couldn't stand it anymore, it's like the button in my mind just switches on and I have to do something about it. To clean the mess up.

I'll get so uncomfortable with the messy room, the unkept boxes of books, the drawers filled with everything that made an impact in my life or in this case, the dirty laptop, that I will start to take everything out, reorganise it, clean it till it is perfect and I won't stop till I'm satisfied with the result.

At certain times, I'm not comfortable sitting in front of a messy table. Used plates and utensils cannot be placed in front of me. Water droplets or stains on a table leaves me unsettled.

But there's also the times when I'm triggered to do something, like doing a project or creating some workpiece, those are some of the times that I don't care how messy the table gets.

All that I care about is that I have to finish it.

This whole thing, it's not a everyday thing, but when it happens, it happens. When it does, I can't help but to do something about it or I'll feel uneasy. Feeling suffocated with that little space or the cluttered table or an unfinished piece of art.

It's just when I feel towards something so strongly, I must finish it till I'm satisfied, till it's perfect. I'm still unsure on what triggers me, it's like I'm under an enchantment when it happens.

I won't start till I feel it's right, and I won't stop till I feel it's right.

Putting that matter aside, my laptop now smells like nail polish remover. The whole room as well.

Easily flammable. Interesting.

♥oves,

vee.